If you are just joining me, I'm chronicling my recovery from a severely herniated disk in my lower back (L4-L5). I am writing because during my ordeal, I found so many people that have been affected by herniated disks and some don't know about the surgery I had. It is sad to see people live in chronic pain when they might not have to. I also have a new understanding of the medical community.
It still amazes me that 11 days ago I was laying in a hospital bed in excruciating pain, waiting to be cut open. It amazes me because of the difference between that day and today is almost night and day. Prior to my surgery, there were nights that I just laid in bed crying out to God to take the pain away. I would ask Him if there was a lesson I had not learned and if so, helped me to learn it so I could move passed this. No matter what medication they gave me or what position or sat or laid in, I could not find relief. I barely slept except when heavily medicated and could barely move. You have to understand, I've got a high tolerance for pain. I take Ibuprophen only when absolutely necessary. I don't like taking medication, period. So, if I'm taking a pain-killer, it means that I'm in some serious pain. It was a weird experience and at this point almost seems surreal because I am no longer in debilitating pain. Don't get me wrong, I'm still in pain, but it's a different kind of pain, the pain of healing. I am sore much of the time and moving is still somewhat difficult, but I refuse to take anything other than Ibuprophen.
My current state: I take three short walks a day in my neighborhood, each day making them just a bit longer. I was told that moving would be my best asset in the healing process. (In fact, the nurses drilled it into me to move because otherwise blood clots could form. They even threatened me that the doctor would know at my follow-up if I had been walking or not.) I rest much of the day, allowing my body time to heal. My doctor released me to drive on Tuesday as long as I wasn't taking any heavy medication. My right leg has been aching the last day or so, not sharp, but a dull aching. I'm not sure what that's about, so I'm keeping an eye on it. I also seem to be more sore in my whole lower back today than I was a couple days ago. I'm wondering if I overdid it, so I'm trying to rest more to compensate. Sleep is still a challenge. I get about 4-5 hours of sleep a night with about an hour nap during the day. I am contemplating asking my doctor for Ambien or something (short-term) to help my body get back on a normal sleep schedule. This morning I made my first meal in I don't remember how long- an egg and ham sandwich. Cooking hasn't even been an option since it's hard for me to stand for long without holding onto something as well as lifting and bending being a challenge. My doctor said I would be released back to work October 23, which means I'll return to work on October 26. It feels a long way off, but I can see how my body needs the time to recoup from this ordeal.
Well, that's the update for now. I will write again soon and share my thoughts on the medical community based on my recent experience.